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Monday, March 28, 2005
I think I worry too much

In life, as people get older, there's always more things to worry about. I, for one, am a born worrier. I worry about a lot of different things.

I worry about me. I worry dying alone and eaten by monsters. I worry about not having enough to eat. I worry about not finding a job that i like. I worry about living a life that is less than fulfilling. I worry about not having a roof over my head.

I also worry about my parents. I worry about them growing old and dying. Last night, while having dinner with my parents, i suddenly looked at them and realised how much they had aged. I got scared. I don't know what will i do without my parents. As i was eating, i felt that the simplest happiness in life was right before me. Having a meal with my love ones. No need for fancy dishes or expensive dinners. Just my family and I.

*tIng looks away, fearing that tears may fill her eyes.*

I think i worry too much. Lately, i've been worrying about the tsunami coming again and flooding the whole of Singapore. I worry about the Sun burning out and all humans will freeze to death. I worry about the air being polluted and breathing in will shorten my life. *shrugs*

Am i being extreme? Or is it normal to worry?

I think being insecure about these little things made me appreciate thing more. The fact that i know that they may slip pass me the very next moment made me thankful for them being in my life.

Tonight, i think i'll take a moment and count my blessings.

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.


tIng whisper at 11:25 pm | Comment

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About tIng_eR
She is:
- 21 years old
- Female
- a Gemini

She has:
- Dad and Mum and Sis
- 2 dogs
- 8 piercings
- 1 Tattoo
- Nose allergy

She loves:
- Rock Music
- Sun tanning
- Watching movies
- Popcorn (mixed)
- Ice lemon tea and coke
- Pretty cakes
- Jap Food

She hates:
- Being alone
- Taken for granted
- Liers
- Her eye circles
- Green tea

She is afraid of:
- Being alone
- The dark
- Ghosts

Her faves:
- Music: David Tao, Darren Hayes, Savage Garden etc
- Tv show: Trauma on Discovery Channel, MTV Whatever things
- Colour: Black, Blood red
- Sport: Gym, Channel surfing =p
- Books: Novels
- Animals: Pug, Silverback Apes

She's listening to:
- Li Sheng Jie

She's reading:
- Anne Rice:
Interview with A Vampire

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