Things have been hellish this week. Not being able to see Sailor boy was one thing. Sharing him with lots of other people over the weekend is another. I should be awfully happy that he's spending the whole of Sunday with me. So taking into consideration 2 hours today and maybe like 10 hours on Sunday, that's like about 1/3 of the weekend.


*tIng shrugs.*

Tore the back pocket of my jeans today. *sighs* Its really sucky. I refuse to get a new pair of jeans so i'm down to just ONE good pair. Not because i cant afford them but i just rather save the money for more important things like new washing machine and fridge for the new flat or the paint for walls.. Damm i hate rich brats who don't have to worry about money. Being about to buy whatever you want.. Change new handphones.. Buy lots of fun stuff when i have to work my ASS OFF for those measly bit of commission.


Work..... morale is low cause sales is bad and the thought of all the bills, new specs for mum and blah blah blah is just accumulating to form a very big snowball that's gonna fall on me anytime. Felt very weak physically throughout the whole of this week.. No longer coughing in the night but feverish and light-headed during the day and my tonsils are swelling. Maybe i'm just tired. I dumped the thought of going to the doctor's cause i don't think that will be very helpful. Its jus a waste of time and money. Especially when the clinic is NOT near my aunt's place. I'm not going to travel ALL the way to Simei. No way.


I'm going to be like those old and alone aunties. I rather die at home. *laughs out loud* I don't really mean that. I'm joking.

*tIng lies flat on her bed.*


loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.