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Monday, May 23, 2005
Social Suicide

People always says absence makes the heart fonder. I dunno if its true right now.


Time will tell.

Heaven knows.

I wun say anything now cause i'n not sure of my own feelings. If you ask me, i'll smile and shrug my shoulders. Am i really willing to give up my freedom as a Singleton? Have i had enough of partying? Have i gotten use to loneliness that i'll feel LONELY without it?!

*tIng sighs.*

I just don't wanna make the same mistakes i've made again. I wan to be sure of what i want.. what i need and not just jump into anything. In case i fall again..

*tIng jumps up and down.*

Its official.. I'm gonna be moving at the end of the month.


End of late night suppers.

End of clubbing.

End of social life.

Social Suicide.

I think i'll be a very good gal and go home every night for dinner. *frowns* I'm not upset that i'll have to go home early. I'll love spending more time with my cute nieces and nephews. I'll love to put them to bed every night. But i know that there will be times when i need my own SPACE.


Space to think.

Space to hang out with myself.

Let all the whirlwind in my head settle down for a moment.

Or maybe not to think. Just stone in alone in my dark room, light a candle, put on jazz and empty my thoughts.


Blank.

Empty.

*tIng sighs.*

I'm just being difficult again. Spoilt brat. Never contented with what i already have. I should be thankful for having a roof over my head. Why am i complaining?

*tIng pretends to punch herself.*

Anyone cares for a fruit punch?

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.


tIng whisper at 11:06 pm | Comment

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About tIng_eR
She is:
- 21 years old
- Female
- a Gemini

She has:
- Dad and Mum and Sis
- 2 dogs
- 8 piercings
- 1 Tattoo
- Nose allergy

She loves:
- Rock Music
- Sun tanning
- Watching movies
- Popcorn (mixed)
- Ice lemon tea and coke
- Pretty cakes
- Jap Food

She hates:
- Being alone
- Taken for granted
- Liers
- Her eye circles
- Green tea

She is afraid of:
- Being alone
- The dark
- Ghosts

Her faves:
- Music: David Tao, Darren Hayes, Savage Garden etc
- Tv show: Trauma on Discovery Channel, MTV Whatever things
- Colour: Black, Blood red
- Sport: Gym, Channel surfing =p
- Books: Novels
- Animals: Pug, Silverback Apes

She's listening to:
- Li Sheng Jie

She's reading:
- Anne Rice:
Interview with A Vampire

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