I always think that people live their whole lives searching for the one they wan to fall in love with. Everyone has a frame. A little frame of what kind of person who we wan love.

We are all looking for that ONE picture to fit the frame.

We try to describe that picture. We use words.. words like outgoing, smart, tall, dark, handsome, rich, caring etc.. But what if we cant find that perfect picture? What if that perfect picture looks right but doesn't feels right? You get what i mean? You may find a guy/girl that fits all the above adjectives. But does it mean that you'll feel right about him/her?!

I don't know. I've been dating for the past 5 years.. I've dated young boys.. older men.. rich men.. poor men.. Jerks.. Bastards.. What do i get out of all this?


Well.. Not exactly nothing if i take in the fact that i've been through countless heartaches, much too many messy breakups and not to mention the utter waste of my TIME.


Maybe we should all just stay single and have commitment free relationships? Less hassle.. Less pain.. Less of the feeling of floating in thin air whenever we hear their voices.. Less of everything..

*tIng gets scared.*

If i continue to be cynical and critical of love, i'm going to die SAD AND ALONE.

*tIng digs a grave for herself.*

*sighs* I have a feeling that being cynical is that ONLY thing that'll keep me sane.


loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.