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Friday, March 25, 2005
A Mixture of Feelings..

I have many thoughts swimming in my head. I think i better start blogging before they all drown. First of all, my mood swings are getting from bad to worse. A few nights ago, i laid on my bed and just started to cry for no reason. I started to think about what it would be like to die. I thought about what i would wan to say to my parents and friends. Thought about how to comfort them even when i'm already dying. I just want to feel depressed.

The strangest thing, I'm happy when i'm depressed.

I think i'm going nuts.

Am feeling very anti-social right now. Its one of those times when i just want to lock myself in my room, blast my music and play Warcraft all night. *shrugs* Was supposed to meet Su ken, Alvin, Fuwen and Thomas for dinner but i was too tired. We were out yesterday night till 3am! Fucking hell.. Actually, Fuwen and Thomas came to pick me around ten plus and we headed to meet Su ken and Alvin. When we reached her block, Su ken came running to us and told us that Alvin's nose was bleeding. Apparently, she had punched him in the face so hard that his nose bled. *tsk tsk* Domestic violence... He tried to stop the bleeding by stuffing tissues in his nose. Thomas suggested sticking a tampon into his nose instead.

*tIng considers the possibility of marketing tampons as the new subsitute for tissues.*

Who knows, the next greatest invention (after the vibrator, of course) would be a tampon-like stick for people to stuff into their noses when they have runny nose or nose bleed. My nose is running again... *sniff sniff*

But anyway, back to yesterday, we went to Geylang for dim sum cause Su ken wanted to have dim sum. After that, we went to the Esplanade. I've just decided that the most romantic place to propose to your girlfriends would be at the Esplanade. Nice view of the sea.. neon lights.. *aWwW*

Argh.. I'm drifting off again.. I think my brain is very confused these days. I think i have more male hormones than female hormones. And i'm feeling very irritated and very grouchy. And I want to sleep right about now.

*tIng stomps out of the room.*

I blame the hormones.

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.


tIng whisper at 10:46 pm | Comment

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About tIng_eR
She is:
- 21 years old
- Female
- a Gemini

She has:
- Dad and Mum and Sis
- 2 dogs
- 8 piercings
- 1 Tattoo
- Nose allergy

She loves:
- Rock Music
- Sun tanning
- Watching movies
- Popcorn (mixed)
- Ice lemon tea and coke
- Pretty cakes
- Jap Food

She hates:
- Being alone
- Taken for granted
- Liers
- Her eye circles
- Green tea

She is afraid of:
- Being alone
- The dark
- Ghosts

Her faves:
- Music: David Tao, Darren Hayes, Savage Garden etc
- Tv show: Trauma on Discovery Channel, MTV Whatever things
- Colour: Black, Blood red
- Sport: Gym, Channel surfing =p
- Books: Novels
- Animals: Pug, Silverback Apes

She's listening to:
- Li Sheng Jie

She's reading:
- Anne Rice:
Interview with A Vampire

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