I'm so guilty. Haven been blogging (for one week to be exact..) cause my internet was disconneted. It cost me a mind blowing $331.12 EXACTLY!



Well.. what to do? Cant survive with the net.. Its seems lately my social life depends very much on it. With only one day off per week, the only way to catch up with all my frens is through the net. *shrugs*

Anyway, i shall continue on where i stopped the last time.. So here it goes..

15th Feb
Work work work.. Home.. Sleep

16th Feb
Nite out with Daphne and Chaiyang.. Went to Zouk.. Reached there around 10.30pm.. Never been there so early though. I have to say its pretty freakish that day. First, we saw this group of guys and gals drinking shots. They were drinking so much that they were drunk before 11pm. Seriously, if you are going to get wasted so fast and so early in the nite, why come all the way to Zouk? Might as well stay at home. *shrugs*

Later, we saw this two gals dancing on the ladies platform. They were sooo hot, rubbing each other like some kind of erotic dancers. One of the gal was wearing a veRy VERY short skirt.. So short that when she danced, she exposed herself. Black skirt and white thong.. *considers* Well, it's either she has very bad fashion sense or she's desperate to show off her undies. Anyway, they were dancing so wildly that all the guys were staring at them. Like i told Chaiyang, just throw ten bucks to them and ask them to strip larz. Stop wasting time! *laughs*



After that, we saw this trans.aka.ah gua. who dressed like a "fairy". *laughs* Eric said that she looked like the Goddess of mercy.. Can pray to her.. Oh did i mention that i met Eric? Apparently, he has been clubbing every week since i last saw him at Zouk on 29th Dec 04. And its behind his gf's back! *tsk tsk* I swear i saw him touching this gal that night. *shrugs* I feel sorry for his gf.. *sighs* Its another classic example of bad man cheating on nice gals.



Oh oh oh.. I almost forgot.. I saw Ginger and Baby again.. Seems that i bump into them everywhere! Seriously, I'm not too keen on seeing them. I saw Ginger french kissing this gal. *gasps in horror* And Daphne saw it too! And she asked me why Ginger cant make up her mind on whether she likes guys or gals?



Well, she used to be a guy so its not strange for her to kiss gals. But whether she like gals or guys.. That i don't know.. And i don't wanna know.. *shrugs* Since i'm talking about gals kissing gals, i kissed Daphne that night! *laughs* But its not on the lips larz.. Its just a light peck on the cheeks! Sometimes, i feel that i love her.... as a friend i mean! Majority of the time, i still prefer guys. But sometimes, i like to hug gals too! I think its because we are both from gals schools. Maybe this will explain our crazy lesbian behaviour at times. I'm going to miss her.. She's leaving on the 27th.. So we have to break up now..

But anyway, we had lotsa of fun that night. Danced.. Talked with Kit, Andrew and Eric.. Realised that they are all bastards in their own ways.. As i was saying, WHERE HAS ALL THE GOOD MEN GONE?

*tIng bangs her head against the wall.*

Moving on......

17th and 18th Feb
Was at Hyatt Hotel cause there was a 2-day fair. Bought a silk lamp ($16), a handbag ($40) and 2 beaded bracelets ($30).. Burnt more holes in my pocket.. *sighs* There's one hole here, there and EVERYWHERE.

Daphne and me were there for two days and we drank like lots of coffee. The coffee was VERY good.. and me, influenced by my darling Daf, took a liking to raw sugar. Yummy..

19th Feb
Met Kit for a movie at TM. Watched "Closer" and i loved the movie! But i hated Jude Law in the show. I think he's not being very fair to Natalie Portman. *bares her teeth* But i like Natalie alot in the show. I like her character. She packed her bag and left when she knew that he did not love her. I wished i've done the same thing too. Just disappear.

Anyway, am thinking of watching it again. Maybe i'll watch it with Daphne or Candice. *considers*

22nd Feb
Been thinking of going to Aussie for studies next year. I'm so tired of everything in Singapore. So sick of meeting the same people everywhere (Yes.. I'm referring to Ginger, Baby and ex-bfs). Singapore is just soo small. If i save enough money by next Feb, i'm going. I'm serious.



I'm not saying that I hate Singapore or anything. Its just that sometimes i just wish i could leave everything and run away. No baggage. Just my bag and me. Like Alice Aryes/Jane Jones.

*tIng lets out a deep sigh.*

I think i've blogged enough for the night. Off to bed..


loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.