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Monday, February 28, 2005
 Sadistic me?

Just got back from KTV session with Sally, Justin and Yanwen.. Am awfully tired *yawnz* cause i haven been sleeping much this week. Too much has happened but i don't dun how to start to explain the damm situation. *shrugs*

Well, there are certain times in life when I just want to stop feeling. These days, especially, I just want to numb myself. I like to work till I don’t have the energy to think. I like to drink till I’m too drunk to remember anything that happened. *shrugs* Recently, I don’t feel like thinking. Don’t feel like thinking about anything.

However, sometimes I find myself thinking about stuff when I’m on the train or just walking around. This is bad. Too much thinking makes me more confused. I don’t want to sit around and think about what will happen if I had done this or will I be able to change anything if I have done that.

*tIng shakes her head*

I’m seeking the eternal sunshine of a spotless mind.

Maybe I need to have a brain transplant? Or maybe try to damage my brain cells? Or maybe bain removal?

*tIng slams her head on the wall repeatedly.*

Its not working. Argh..My contact lens are very dry and blur and me head feels heavy.. Maybe it time i get some slp. Was so tired at work today that i nearly black out in the lift.

I'm such a sadist.

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.


tIng whisper at 2:38 am | Comment

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About tIng_eR
She is:
- 21 years old
- Female
- a Gemini

She has:
- Dad and Mum and Sis
- 2 dogs
- 8 piercings
- 1 Tattoo
- Nose allergy

She loves:
- Rock Music
- Sun tanning
- Watching movies
- Popcorn (mixed)
- Ice lemon tea and coke
- Pretty cakes
- Jap Food

She hates:
- Being alone
- Taken for granted
- Liers
- Her eye circles
- Green tea

She is afraid of:
- Being alone
- The dark
- Ghosts

Her faves:
- Music: David Tao, Darren Hayes, Savage Garden etc
- Tv show: Trauma on Discovery Channel, MTV Whatever things
- Colour: Black, Blood red
- Sport: Gym, Channel surfing =p
- Books: Novels
- Animals: Pug, Silverback Apes

She's listening to:
- Li Sheng Jie

She's reading:
- Anne Rice:
Interview with A Vampire

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