*phews* I just got home! My gosh.. I'm sOo tired.. Officially, i've had ENOUGH of CNY. Thank goodness i dun have to see any more of my relatives (well, at least not for the next year if i can help it!)

*tIng crosses her fingers.*

Woke up around 9 plus, even though i don't really have to. Its like my body is so used to waking up at this timing. *shrugs* I refused to get out of my bed. *pulls blanket over head* Come on, its CNY.. I think my bed deserve a little more attention.

*tIng buries herself under the cover and forces herself to slp again.*

Dozed off again, waking every 5 minutes. Listened hard for any sounds outside my room. I waited and waited, expecting my mum to enter my room to wake me up. It didn't happen. Tired of waiting any longer, i dragged myself from my bed, holding my pillow in one hand, and walked out of the room. Strangely, nobody was awake execpt for my dad (who is already all dressed) *shrugs*

I was sort of expecting my dad to start nagging at me to get ready and tell me how late we are. Oddly, he didn't *raises her eyebrow* Well, maybe its the reverse psychology. I got dressed faster than i did in the previous years. I looked into the mirror and i realised that my eyes are all puffy and swollen! Fucking hell.. Must be all the crying yesterday night. (Yes yes.. i'm a wimp. I cry for absolutely no reason.) By the time i finished, my sister JUST woke up. We fussed around each other for awhile. It was about 1 o'clock before we left the house.

Visiting relatives on CNY is always like staging a play. A play that has been repeating for so many years that i cant even remember. The actors are the same and the lines are the same as well. Every year, relatives ask the same questions.. Questions like "Are you still studying?", "Do you have boyfriend?" etc... The answers to these questions has been said so many times. Seriously, if they ask me ONE MORE TIME, just ONE MORE TIME.. I'm going to FAINT!

*tIng faints and drops to the ground, foaming at the mouth.*

I've answered these questions like a million times and they cant even remember. I don't blame them. They are just trying to show concern and i try to be nice too. I guess i'll be like that when i grow old. I'll most likely forget all my nephews and nieces' names and where are they studying. Maybe i'll even forget the fact that they even exist. *shrugs*

But anyway, went to Mr Fang's house at Queenstown. His house is on the 34th floor! *grasps* The view is fantastic! We actually saw fireworks from his living room window! Anyway, will post pics that we took at his place. Played mahjong with Candice, Daphne and Amanda. I won $6!!!~~

*tIng jumps up and down in joy!*

Fucking hell.. I've like never won any money in mahjong! And i actually won 6 fucking bucks! *hurrays!~~* Maybe what people say is true. Maybe when your love life sucks, your luck will improve?! *giggles* Well, i don't care about my love life.. Men have proven themselves to be quite troublesome..

Once, i've been feeling low over some issues and my fling actually wanted to care for me! *faints* I had to stop him immediately and said to him "You are my fling. You are not supposed to care. Your sole purpose is to entertain me when i'm bored. You get it?" I mean, i have friends who care about me, friends whom i can talk to when i'm down. I don't need him to care. I DON'T WANT him to care. Freaking hell.. I had to dump him asap. *shrugs* I guess i can only say that he has reached him expiry date.

I don't know.. Does it make me sound bad when i say things like that? But that's the truth. I don't lie. I told my sister today how amazing women has changed over the last 100 years. We don't depend on men for food or for money. We don't depend on them to take care of us anymore. We don't even depend on them for sex! (which i absolutely thank god for the invention of the vibrator! At least they perform on demand, 24/7 and satisfaction guaranteed!) *shrugs*

Well.. Robin asked me to go to KL with him on fri. I'm still debating whether i should go. *considers* He's much too young for my preference. I cant take care of younger men (by the term younger, i refer to those below the age of 24). Plus, I'm not sure i want to be in a relationship. But he goes like "Sweetie, you should take a break. Please come with me." or like "My dear lady.." Its so hard to turn him down when he's all sweet and nice. But really.. Am i willing to give up all the other possible options to settle down with someone? *considers*

I dunno.. I'm really shagged out. Like what Scarlett would say "I'll think about it tomorrow."

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.