Had trouble concentrating the whole day.. As usual, i reached work around 10.50am and started to set up the fair outside the shop. I was sOoO busy throughout the whole day that i couldn't get my daily supply of coffee.
*pouts* Honestly, I felt that i don't function as well without drinking coffe.. I need my
COFFEE.. I think Starbucks should consider making me their VIP member.. I go through like 2 big cups a day! And i don't drink Coffee bean! I'm awfully loyal!!
Anyway, have been working so hard lately that i hardly noticed that its that close to CNY! I've worked like 8 days in a row, 10 hours straight (tomolo's the 9th!). Seriously, i think i work too much.. I feel tired both physically and mentally.
*tIng falls apart, dropping nuts and bolts all over the floor.*
Things happened so quickly that i haven got time to do anything for myself, let alone think about
ME. Like i need new paddings for my shoes.. eyebrow trimming.. need new heels for work.. need new bras.. boxer underwears from Topshop.. new bags..
FUCK
I need more time for
ME. I want to spend more time with
ME. I miss being with
ME alone. Its like i'm having a long distance relationship with ME. When i blog, its like i'm emailing
ME.
*tIng lets out a soft sigh.*
I MISS ME.
Did i mention that i met Patrick today on the bus? Apparently, he's sick and was on his way to the hospital. One thing about Patrick is that he's really one of the nice guys that i know BUT he just doesn't have to lady's luck! He's like always having crush on some gal but the gal always rejects him for some unknown reason.
*shrugs* Maybe its true that gals like bad men? Maybe its just an addiction?! Are we gals all sadists? Why do we all enjoy being ill treated by men? Well its about time to get someone who treat us right!
Was looking at the the calendar just now when it suddenly dawned on me that even though its the CNY holidays, i'm not exactly
FREE?! Its like everyday there are plans.
Tue
Working from 11am to 3pm and afterwards i'm going to do some last minute shopping with Daphne and Candice. Dinner at home. After dinner activities to be confirmed with Su ken and Patrick.
Wed
Visiting my aunt and my fave nephews and nieces. (Mental note to self: Buy candies for them tml!) After that would be meeting with Candice and Daphne for more shopping and gathering at Mr Fang's place.
Thurs
Meeting Huilin and gang at Woodlands before we head to Yufeng's house. Did i forget to mention that she just gave birth? We are going to visit her! Cant wait to see her daughter!
Fri
Made plans to go to Sentosa, with or without company.
Sat
Working, but trying to see if i can get off..
Sun
Working! Damm!
Mon
Made plans to meet Candice and Daphne for V-day! Yes yes.. Its an angels' outing!
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pHeWz* Boy, am i just exhausted from just typing out my plans! Really.. I just wanna lie flat and stone as long as possible.
LEAVE ME ALONE. GO FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO DO.
*tIng drops on the floor, staring blankly at the celiing.*
loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.