Has been a few days since i last blogged. Din wanna use the internet during the nite cause i know it will cause unnecessarily tension in the house. Want to get out of here. Its like when you have problems at work, you can run home. But when the problem is in your house, where can you run?

*tIng shrugs.*

Went to Zouk on Wed cause Sally wanted me to accompany her as the guy she like, Justin, was going with his friends. She wanted to to tag along but she was shy around his friends. So i had to accompany her. Moreover, Yanwen was overseas.

I saw him there that nite. I knew where he would be dancing. I walked there. Jus to catch a glimsp of him. It would be enough. He saw me too. I could only look away and pretend i din see him at all. No point letting people see that i was close to tears. I danced and partied hard that nite. Somehow, i jus let the music took over all of me. I dun wan to know who is he with or wat he's doing. No. I don't. (But Sally told me later on when we were in Justin's car, that she thought she saw him touching another gal.)

Never mind. Its over.

Am going to the gym now. I've been working 7 days straight this week. I really need a break from everything. Home, work, relationships..

I'm so close to the edge, don't push me over. =(

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.