I'm so screwed! I cant believe what i did at work today.

*tIng faints and drops onto the floor.*

Ok.. Basically, while at work today, i actually sent a msg to this guy that i used to know from poly. Not that i really know him as in know him as a friend or something. But he's like THE HUNK in sch! Seriously, i really didn't know what the HELL was i thinking! I was jus trying to show Eddy his photo cause Eddy's always interested in hunky type of guys. So i went onto friendster and showed Eddy his photo. Maybe i'm going nuts. I just suddenly thought that i didn't want to know him without knowing him as a person. So i jus sent him a msg, explaining that i want to add him as my friend. GOSH! Now i'm really regretting it! Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! Now he must be thinking that i'm another freak of nature who msg people like nobody's business! Oh god.. really wish there's a hole to hide.. =(

*tIng walks outside, starts digging a hole and buries herself.*

I'm so dead... Wish there was a way to delete the msg! Hope he doesn't open it! Wish there are some weird viruses that will eat up msgs!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Since i'm on the topic of stupid things that i do, i might as well say this as well. Somehow, today while stapling some receipts and stuff, i managed to staple my finger. One blardy end of the bullet actually pierced into the flesh under my nail. What the hell man! FUCK! The best part is there's no way of stopping the bleeding because the wound is under the nail! BEST!

*tIng congratulates herself on being the most accident-prone human on surface of Earth.*

Now i actually can understand why Manchurians used to torture people by sticking needles up under their nails. Damm hell painful! If there's ever an award for the most creative type of torture, i'm quite sure they'll win hands down. Hmm.. On seconds thoughts, maybe not the Manchurians. Maybe the Japanese or Hitler?

Argh.. Am going to shower now and try not to think about it.. *winks*

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.