Argh.. I hate it when its THE time of the month.. I'm aching all over, the cramps are very very bad.. and i still have to go to WORK! Fucking hell! It hurts so much that i couldn't sleep yesterday nite and at 4.35am i was ransacking my sister's room and the kitchen, looking for panadol. GoD!! Life is soo unfair! Why do i have to go through this pain while men are happily shagging stupid gals?

When i finally fell asleep yesterday, i dreamt that Kong's gf actually slapped me cause she thought that i was having an affair with Kong. GOSH! I was trying very hard to explain to her that i've already kept my distance since i found out about his gf and i don't wanna cause any trouble for the both of them. I jus wanna see them happy. ARGH.. It was soo scary that i also jumped out of my bed, in cold sweat. Phews.. Luckily its jus a dream. Actually, that was what i wanted to do to Tingying when i first found out about her. And the fact that she did not do her part to keep her distance even after she knew of my existance. I guess i'm confusing myself, her and kong's gf in my dreams. I'm all of them, you understand? Hmm.. Its kinda hard to explain.. But never mind. You don't have to understand me to love me right?! =P

Have to rush to work now despite the fact that i wish i don't have to. *sighs*

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.