Jus got home from work.. Its mambo nite but i'm not clubbing tonight. Saving money and energy for next week.. =P

Nothing much happened at work today, except for a dragonfly got caught in one of the shelves. (Will upload the pics later). Felt sorry for the poor insect cause it was almost dying. Lying lifeless.. fluttering its wings occassionally.. I tried to help it. I wanted to get it off the shelves but couldn't. I hope it won't die. I don't wanna go work and see its body there.

*tIng frowns at the thought, cupping her chin with her hands.*

Had dinner with my parents and aunt at the Old Kallang Airport market. Am feeling really unhappy cause the dumplings (tangyuan) SUX. The filling was hard and the soup was bland. Yucks.. I miss the dumplings at Bedok market.

*tIng drools.*

Lots of funny thoughts in my head the whole day. Was thinking about wat Yv said about taking revenge on the gal who stole her bf. Both of us agreed that if we wanted to break up a relationship, its really quite simple. For example, if i wanted to break up Jon and his gf, i could simply just call and tell her wat he did that night. *winks* Its really not that hard to cause trouble.

But you know what, both yv and me think the same way. We will not cause pain to another gal if we can help it. Why? Its because we have been through it. Its much too painful. Besides, I'm much too classy to stoop to that level. No doubt at times i can be a total bitch/slut/tramp, i still have something called pride and dignity.

I am sometimes quite amazed at myself for being quite like Jon. (which reminds me, he's having a test tml, wishing him gd luck.) In a certain way, he taught me how to detach myself when having sex. I'm not sure if this is a good or bad thing.

*tIng wonders.*

Being able to detach myself does have some good points though. Some gals may wait for a guy to call or msg after they had sex together. But i wun. I wun have the same kind of expectations. Having too much expectations will only mean more disappointment. However, there's a catch. Being able to have sex without feelings doesn't mean that i will do it. Don't get me wrong. I wun go ard sleeping with men jus because i am able to detach my feelings from sex.

*tIng shrugs.*

Its hard to expain. But i'm sure you know wat i mean right?

Tingying's leaving for Japan tonight. I'm feeling kinda lost already. I hope she comes back soon. I need her.

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.