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Monday, November 29, 2004
 Its jus not the same anymore

I'm home.. Quite surpised that i actually made it home. Cant explain how i felt jus now but all i know is that i was walking aroung Jurong West Ave 75, 2 and i forgot where. I cant remember how many juctions i crossed or where i was walking to cause i was simply crying too hard. It was to a point where i jus sat at the bus stop and cried my heart out.

I dun really wish to say what happened. It isn't worth it. I jus realised that i was not as strong as i thought i was. Jus when i thought everything was going fine in my life and i was finally picking up myself again, something jus have to happen to make me fall apart again. I'm not strong. I thought i was fine.. really fine.. but who am i trying to fool?

I was jus hanging on a thread, a thread that's so fine.. so breakable, any moment i may jus fall.. Jus now, i had fallen again..

He may not know why i was so upset. He may never understand. I've been through it. I've learnt things the hard way. How hard it is to find someone to love and to hold and treasure all your life.. It jus hurts me to know that he lied to me straight in the face. I jus cant take that. I jus dun wish to see another gal going through the same pain that i've been through. I was messed up. No one should be treated the same way. No one deserve to be.

I have to learn not to trust anyone too much.

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.


tIng whisper at 1:42 am | Comment

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About tIng_eR
She is:
- 21 years old
- Female
- a Gemini

She has:
- Dad and Mum and Sis
- 2 dogs
- 8 piercings
- 1 Tattoo
- Nose allergy

She loves:
- Rock Music
- Sun tanning
- Watching movies
- Popcorn (mixed)
- Ice lemon tea and coke
- Pretty cakes
- Jap Food

She hates:
- Being alone
- Taken for granted
- Liers
- Her eye circles
- Green tea

She is afraid of:
- Being alone
- The dark
- Ghosts

Her faves:
- Music: David Tao, Darren Hayes, Savage Garden etc
- Tv show: Trauma on Discovery Channel, MTV Whatever things
- Colour: Black, Blood red
- Sport: Gym, Channel surfing =p
- Books: Novels
- Animals: Pug, Silverback Apes

She's listening to:
- Li Sheng Jie

She's reading:
- Anne Rice:
Interview with A Vampire

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