Was on msn jus now and started talking to kong. He called me a bitch for reasons he refused to tell me. I din know what he meant but soon he din not reply me on msn. So i called him on his hostel number and asked him why did he say that. He refused to say but only that he found the things i did disgusting. I told him if he wanted to confront me about anyhing he could do it cause there is no more reason for me to lie to him. I told him he could say anything he want. But he said that there was no need to anymore. I'm truly hurt by your words cause they meant alot to me.

Dear kong,

It was never my intention to hurt you, upset you or make things difficult for you. If till now you have doubts about my words, i'm sorry. Its really the truth. I have no reasons to lie to you. I treated and treasured you as my friend, even though there were times when you din seem to care less about me, let alone talk to me or reply my sms. Maybe keeping me as a friend is only nothing but a game to you. Maybe you never wanted me as a friend. These i do not know and i hope its not true. I wish to think that you really thought of me as a friend.

But things don't seems to go the way they should. It seems that it will be better for me to leave this so called friendship and go away. Maybe it will be better for you. At least you wun be disgusted at the sight of me and be irritated at the things i do. Thank you for all the things that you had done for me and sorry for all the wrong things i did. I hope you will have a good life.

tIng

loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.