I'm FINALLY BACK HOME!!!! Gosh.. i'm so damm glad to be home for once! Work as usual sux.. Many people.. I was being very irritable today.. Cant stand ppl who cant make up their minds betweetn sweet or salted popcorn! Is it sooo difficult for you to decide? It's not as if i'm asking you to make a decision whether to get married or not. Quit wasting my time. ARGH! Felt as though i might burst anytime soon. REALLY.
Everything is sooo wrong today. I'm such a klutz. Within a few hours at work, i had already managed to:
1) Cut my little finger (which is still bleeding as i'm typing)
2) Scalded my hand because of hot cheese (Can you imagine that?)
3) Bumped my knee cap against the cupboard (Got a bruise to prove that)
I'm sooo clumsy! Cant seem to concentrate on wat i'm doing... Stupid me
Nevertheless, something nice happened at work today. Some of my ex co-workers came back today to visit. Jason and Cecelia dropped by after having dinner at TM. Jason was sweet enough to tell me that i looked prettier! That made me sooo happy, considering the fact that he always pretend not to hear me talk when we were working together. Cecelia's coming back to work next week. She din like her new job very much! YEAH FOR ME! Finally, someone can accompany me at work now! Hahahah! Other than the two of them, Miki also came by with her bf. She said i looked tired. I guess its because i have not been sleeping so well lately. So nice to see old friends again...
I'm watching this show on tv now and its called "Single White Female". How many of you remember this show? It's a very very old show.. i like it alot.. Its like becoming someone whom you think is sooo perfect. The person who everyone liked, the person who is so popular and successful. I guess in everyone there must be a part which they want to be someone else. I do have that feeling sometimes. I want to be someone whom everyone likes hanging out with.. I want to be popular too. Sometimes, you will look at a person and say to yourself, "Gosh, i really want to be her. I want her hair, her make up, her dress.. everything." I think i can understand how she felt in the movie. She jus wanted to be accepted and loved. I want to be accepted and loved too.
Well, i guess in most cases, we cant be someone else. We are who we are. I am who i am. Love me for who i am, and not the someone i'm trying to be. =)
loVe iS a deLuSiOn tHat OnE mAn dIffErs fRoM aNotHer.
